‘I will embrace the change which is required of me, of my person, of my mindset. I will meet the personal demands and requirements – despite of their presence – I will do this until I master them, and, in turn, I master myself. For then, I will truly be of benefit and of best service to others.’ I wrote last week.
It is a curiously entertaining experience to have this heightened sense of awareness of self and, in the process, being consciously aware of the monitoring and mastering of my own person, in my head-space, in my subconscious thought and action, in my mindset.
Very recently I was blessed with the timely, yet unexpected, surprise gift from my thoughtful masterkey guide, Steve, of a compass and looking glass.
How now brown cow ? Let me trust in the process – for my conscious awareness of my sub-conscious mind is heightening each day and, with it, the sense of marvel. The irony of this reality I would best surmise as being a collaboration and celebration; a riot of thought which I am stilling into submission through mastery of myself.
Like many people I am entering an extremely busy time and this week saw my diary and head-space fully committed with many challenging events, requirements and tasks. I feared I would fail to fulfil my responsibilities. Acknowledging my former tendency of negative self-talk ,I chose, instead, to be mindfully conscious of the message conveyed through the sage writings of Og Mandino’s Second Scroll,. ‘I will make love my greatest weapon and none on whom I call can defend its force.’ and was thus able to channel those words as though they were a shield to an amazonian warrior.
My journey has been interesting. My week ran its full course. My subconscious mind was put back in its rightful place. Funny That.
‘I will greet this day with love in my heart. And most of all I will love myself. For when I do I will zealously inspect all things which enter my body, my mind, my soul, and my heart. ‘
And so it goes. I must continue on this journey. Trusting in the outcome.
Trusting. The Looking Glass. Trusting. The Compass Within. Trusting Reflections.
My expectation of self ? ‘I will greet this day with love in my heart.’